symbol

we are done writing 4 out of 5 new songs for our upcoming release. this time were going to press it and even sell it. sorry guys but after 3 and a half years of free releases its time to put out something with art and a hard copy. we also have a new symbol for the band which everyone will see very soon.
',..,'

...

If only I could sleep without her. If only I could sleep.

today.

i sat in my car parked on a residential street near my house. i listened to the rain and sobbed for 2 and a half hours.

New Lyrics,

Upsidedown:
come now darling, i'm not one to mislead
i know you so well, know exactly what you need.
you look so pretty in pain on the floor
so give your hand i know you want more.
i'll act so sweet. i'll talk so sweet.
i'll be so easy to believe.
i'll be so easy to believe.
thats what you want to hear.
i know exactly what you fear.
you need me,
you need us.
you can gasp for air but you will slowly drown.
god you look so lovely when you're upside down,
you look so happy in pain on the floor,
give me your hand i'll take you straight to the door.
so you found refuge?
found in pills and lies.
you know we won't give up,
you know we'd rather die.
we will act so sweet. we will talk so sweet.
we will be so easy to believe.
we will be so easy to believe.
we will act so sweet. we will talk so sweet.
we will be so easy to believe.
we will be so easy to believe.

What I meant to say:
i filmed my death and left it at your sweet sixteen with a box of roses and a bouquet of something sweet. you never taste so innocent as you did that night with your blood in mine. the schematic in my chest has a big portion dedicated to the way you taste. i will never love like you, i will never follow through. i will never love like you i will never follow through. and still i spread the nothing that i have like cancer.

hey

SHIT GOT FUCKED UP SO NOW WE ONLY DOING A SHORT TOUR. FUCK IT. i hate life. but we gonna put out a 7 inch so whatves.

Winter Tour

Full us 1 month long. in december. with the kingsford run. where do you want us to play?

so in the down time of this band i've been writing alot. these arent lyrics just poems.

I can't be there to hold your hand.
I'll be gone and you'll understand.
I'm a sinner. I'm no good, but I'll find my way. I'll find a new life to ruin.
Don't fret for me. No feeling bad. Dont you dare fucking cry. This is what I was born for.
I was born to die.
You were made to wonder why.

And even if im lying. Which you may agree.
You'll be better off because Im the kind of person that look will you in the eyes and tell you to runaway from me. Even when I knew and know that we were meant to be.

Can't you say the right words to vaccinate
Fix me. Fix me. Before its too late.
So convince me that I'm wrong, I beg you please.
You wont have long untill I die from this disease.

Roses dust the forest. Download.

http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=c4545a957495abaa67cd7f7bd65f7eef3823fa00bcd615b3935cbde7375ca78c

HIATUS

So we're going to be going through a line up change pretty soon.
We're not breaking up but it will be awhile before we can play shows again.
But we will be back stronger and fuller than ever.

but for now we will be playing a last show with this line up on may 1st. so everyone please come out if you can and inspire us to work hard. We aim to be able to play shows by september and tour soon thereafter.
Thanks for all the support locally and in the north west. (bay area, eureka, and oregon you rule)
we should have a split tape with paradise (www.myspace.com/paradisedays) out soon on Scotch Tapes (www.myspace.com/scotchtapesincorporated).

Don't stop crying. Don't stop breaking. Don't stop trying.

recording

on april 6th.

Roses dust the forest. (upcoming lyrics)

Roses:
The Infection in my eyes. An absurd proposal to modern day domain,
that a sterile needle can be used, reused and abused.
Bugs crawl their way in. Insects tear at my skin, trying to bleed out the sin.
Dear mother,
I'm sorry i think I've lost my sight.
And my hearing and feeling, my sense of light
Dear mother I'm sorry I've lost all my delight
Mother I've lost my life.
Wishful thinking in a place where I can't see your face. Now I'm sick and happy i don't want to see that face. Too bad. Too late.

Dust:
Black clouds form beneath me and above.
Rain storm never ends in my head.
Corpses and demons draw me their pictures. Pictures to put in my head.
Pictures to put in my bed. They tell me I'm better off dead.
My head hurts. My head hurts. My head hurts. My head hurts. My head hurts. My head hurts. My head hurts. My head hurts. My head hurts.
Kiss the dust and smoke in the air. I tried my best with you, but I fail you time and time again.

The Forest:
I walk through the forest blood drips from my feet.
I look back to see shadows follow me.
Faces of people lost in the floods and rape.
I walk through the forest and blood drips from my feet.
Don't stop crying.
Don't stop breaking.
Don't stop trying.

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got kicked off the april 3rd show.......
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trying to rebook something in sac.

mini tour

April, 2 2010 07:00 PM - The House w/ DeadTragedyCollective
130 Sunrise Dr. Brentwood, brentwood, California - free

April, 3 2010 07:00 PM - Unholy Grounds w/ Hell and Reason, Reviver, Caulfield, Florentine Camerata
4819 arboga road. OliveHurst, California




going to the studio april 12th to record the new songs.

TKR

Just got back from The Earth Capital where The Kingsford Run was recording their EP. It sounds really good. They'll have it up soon. Mikey did some guest vocals, Ryan did some guest tambourine. (www.myspace.com/thekingsfordrun) (www.myspace.com/theearthcapital)

TOUR BLOG

mini tour

up to the bay and hopefully sacremento april 2nd-5th.

mini winnie



gotta start planning summer tour out. texas and shit here we cometh.

home

sucks.

excited/nervous
its coming up quick.
3 new songs are fully put together.
so tour consists of; Black, White, Grey and the three new songs.
plus something different from the demo each night.
excited.
Tide Ends/Tragic Mouth 2010

10 days

till were gone. here we come north west coast.
stoked.
Andy from Tragic Ends will be playing bass for us on tour and also at The Angry Samoans show in February. Then we're sending his lonely ass back to Antioch.

Is Proud to Announce

That we have become a new member of the Deaf Row Records family.
check them out. www.deafrowrecords.com or www.myspace.com/deafrr